Sunday 18 July 2010

unnonot

unness
nonness
and
notness
...

blimey its tough
...
this is normally the best bit of the year but
christ its grim
...
...
me and p are surrounded by performers having a
killer time
and we 're having it hard
...
she got 4 stars from CBC but
massacred by the free press
and seeing how her show is a tough drama
she's sadly very close to dead in the water

...
while i'm having the trad
schizoid
updownrollercoastery
time
...
fundamental lack of punters for a show which feels great
...
as good as any of mine
in terms of audience response
...
so, i have to ask
have they had enough of me in this town?
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it never occurred to me it
would/ could
go this badly
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will i still have a career by the end of the week?
seriously
...
its a house of cards on the way down?
...
i always knew the multi-citied multi-faceted fringe tour beast could be hard and pitiless
because i've seen it so much happen to other people
and this is it
happening to me
...
unness
nonness
and
nullnixed
notness

...
...
meanwhile i'm the chief worker behind wednesday's cabaret
doctor caligari's accelerating cabaret
once again giving myself away for nothing while
staring starkness
hard in the
face


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