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my grampy kirby was in southern ontario when the first world war broke out
near kitchener?
Life was hard in 1912 buckinghamshire / oxfordshire so he came over and got work on a farm here
His letters have lots of detail about how they farm here
And then the war breaks out and
Despite his Uncle Ernest saying
Rather wisely
Don’t come back
He came back to get
Shot in 1914
Shot in 1915
Shot in 1916
And blown up in 1917
He ended up in a blind ward on the Kings Road in London where he was the
only one with a still functioning eye
And in the end they still sent him back to France but the
family created a stink and he got
posted somewhere quiet in Essex
he was ill for years
was never very happy
but got married
had three kids
including my mother
and lived for fifty more years on one kidney
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The lettters are quite a thing
All written to his mother
All signed your affectionate son Wille
And all from 1913-17
From canada
and all over southern england and France
And the Med
We found them under his bed after my Uncle John died
Desperately sad really
Every friend he mentions is on the cenotaph in Oakley, where he and then my mother grew up
Which means all his friends died in the war
Including the friends he was farming with in Ontario
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When you see there are over 50 names on the cenotaph from 1914-18
Which must have been near 10% of the population of the village
And how there is only one name from 1939-45
You realise why the British were so keen to do a runner from France in 1940
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I remember seeing Field Marshal Haig’s grandson, I think
Defending his grandfather
The man who sent ten thousand men to die on the first day at the Somme
And did the same the next three days
And I remember thinking, you’ve got a nerve
What of the hundreds of thousands of grandchildren who never got born because your ancestor sent
Tens of thousands of men to their needless deaths…
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Gone On
ReplyDeleteyou'd meet him at the pub
cos his house was a wreck
& i thought: "i'd likely get on
with old uncle john
who'd meet his dear ruby so late
in life at his mates
(her husband's) service
so who knew what john knew
with his house full of heritage
the markings of time
the tickings of tocs
the grandfather clocks and
under the bed the
letters in boxes
and after he's tried but gone on
the pulling of chains forgotten
the pendulums swinging unswung
the hour hands lifted to one
the minute hand on the half hour hung
& it's gone quiet
but for the creak of the box lid
& the treasures it hid: letters
in a young man's elegant hand
scent of foreign soil
whispered other lands
and reassurances
from someone's affectionate son
safeguarded by john
now both are long gone